LOST

About Lost

Here’s the scene: 15 year old Luna Keller is standing in a doorway in Ireland with her guitar. She’s at “Make a Change” a place where young musicians meet and all rooms are taken though. So she’s outside with her guitar looking at the light rain fall against the street lights. Minutes ago her mom called and told her she had to make a quick decision that night: stay in Ireland for a year, return home after 3 and a half months (as planned originally) or return but apply to spend the next year in Canada. 

That was me, feeling very lost, overwhelmed and cold. I needed to enter my safe space, to understand myself - so I wrote a song. I often refer to my songs as friends, and in that moment “Lost” was exactly the friend I needed. One to acknowledge my feelings and find the courage to face them. Through this song I realized that I wanted to return home since “just because the door is open, doesn’t mean you have to go through”. There would be time enough for travel, but the time at home with my parents would never return. And my dad and I where just starting my music project together, a different decision would have changed my journey as an artist massively. I’m happy this song brought me home when I needed it. 

Life is confusing and sometimes big decisions can make our world spin. And that’s ok. It’s human and we get to learn a lot from those defining moments. This song is more than a song to me - it’s a turning point, a snapshot of a crossroad in my life. Ironically, “Lost” helped me find myself.

Lyrics

I don't know what to do, better ask you, 
It's so hard to decide I'm only a child. 
Where should I go? how should I know? 
I'm home on my way, but which way should I go? 

I'm trying to figure out, what's this all about, 
I'm walking on the line, between past and present time. 

Help I'm lost, have no coin to toss, can anybody find me, 
Guess I'll have to find me. 
Three ways to go, but no way to know, where I'm going to be
I guess I'll have to find my own way. 

This is my decision, captain of my mission, 
But with my head in the in the clouds, thoughts falling down, 
Should I go? should I stay? should I know? should I say? 
Questions rain down on me, but I searched my head empty. 

I have no reason to complain, I always liked the rain
But now I have to chose a train, and I won't choose in vain

Help I'm lost, have no coin to toss, can anybody find me, 
Guess I'll have to find me. 
Three ways to go, but no way to know, where I'm going to be
I guess I'll have to find my own way. 

Just because the door is open, doesn't mean I have to go through, 
Just because the door is shut, doesn't mean I'll lost the way, 
Just because it isn't chosen, doesn't mean I'll never get to, 
See the world and take it up, just another day. 

Help I'm lost, have no coin to toss, can anybody find me, 
Guess I'll have to find me. 
Three ways to go, but no way to know, where I'm going to be 
I guess I'll have to find my own way. 

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Available as high quality WAV download or CD

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For a HiFi experience you will find an uncompressed version in CD quality on Bandcamp or a CD with Booklet in my online shop as part of my album 'Prophecies and Silver Linings'.

Credits

Lyrics and music by Luna Keller

Vocals - Luna Keller

Guitars, Bass, Keyboards, recording and editing - Roger Keller

Drums - Jason Meekins

Edited and mixed by - Uli Pfannmüller - TonUP Studio

Mastered by - Andreas Balaskas - Masterlab Mastering

Produced by Roger Keller & Uli Pfannmüller